How Cancer Made Me A Healthy Yogi

Wade Mortenson

Wade Mortenson

I recently received an email from my friend Andy. He told me that he has just returned from spending a week caring for a friend in Springfield, Missouri. His friend had just undergone his second surgery to remove lung cancer and will soon begin intense treatment for the next six months. He was told that his life expectancy is about three years. Andy asked if I could share my experience with cancer and to help his friend explore some alternative forms of treatment. What started out as a reply to an email turned into this article.

The first step is to quit listening to anyone who puts a number on the years you have left in your body. One of the most important things anyone, who has been diagnosed with a life threatening disease, can do is to maintain a positive attitude! It never ceases to amaze me how crippling a person’s attitude can be to their health and well being! I have experienced financial stress developing into low back pain and I’ve watched grief over someone else’s illness turn into an allergy and asthma attack. My own experience of developing thyroid cancer is one of the most obvious examples of disease caused by not addressing the root issue.

Back in the 90′s I was a police officer in Anaheim, California. I had a number of experiences necessitating the development of mechanisms that would allow me to repress my emotions and still be able to fulfill my duties during my ten year career. Unfortunately it becomes difficult to shut these repressive mechanisms off. For example my father suffered from bipolar disorder all of his adult life. After numerous cycles of getting on medication, which helped him greatly, and then going off the medication he eventually hung himself on July, 1st 2000. I was able to fly from California to Wisconsin, clean out his house, arrange and attend his funeral and be back to work on July 6th all without shedding a single tear. It didn’t take long for my inability to express myself to literally come bubbling up to the surface. In July of the following year, I was scheduled to have a biopsy of a lump I found on the front of my throat. Continue reading

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Who Are The Paramahamsas?

Paramahamsa Paramahamsas are those who are firmly established in the Divine. Unlike most of us who have to sit in meditation and practice for long periods before we get a taste of what it means to be outside our egos, the Paramahamsas have no such requirement. They have a deep and permanent connection with a deeper Reality that is found when the ego-mind does not control consciousness.

The Paramahamsas do not just understand the difference between the Real and the ego-mind experience at a theoretical level; instead they experience this difference directly. Some Paramahamsas stumble into this state of experiencing consciousness spontaneously, while others achieve it after many years of practicing long hours of meditation.

All this is well and good, but how do we recognize a Paramahamsa? Is it possible to look at somebody and say if he or she is a Paramahamsa? The difficulty of this is described in the following poem:

Sometimes naked, sometimes mad,
Now a scholar, again as a fool,
Thus they appear on earth,
the Paramahamsas!

– From Viveka Chodasmoni by Adi Shankara (Probably authored around 800 AD) Continue reading

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How Did You Know?

Three Women
A young man excitedly tells his mother he’s fallen in love and is going to get married. He says, “Just for fun, Ma, I’m going to bring over three women and you try and guess which one I’m going to marry.”

The mother agrees. The next day, he brings three beautiful women into the house and sits them down on the couch and they chat for a while.

He then says, “Okay, Ma. Guess which one I’m going to marry.”

She immediately replies, “The red-head on the right.”

Stunned, the young man says, “That’s amazing, Ma. You’re right. How did you know?”

“I don’t like her,” she says.

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Who Won?

At the end of the game, between Central Washington and Western Oregon, the scoreboard indicated clearly the score and a winner. But it is a rare game when it is hard to say who won. Please watch the video and let us know what you think.

Doing the right thing at the right time comes through an inner guidance when we are in touch with a deeper wisdom within us. When we see this it touches our hearts and we all rise up and cheer. This is because such actions show us for a brief moment who we really are.

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Is It Good Or Bad?

Good Or Bad?We all pray feverently for desired outcomes. At times we are dejected when what we wish for does not happen. At other times we are dismayed by the turn of events, seemingly not in our favor. We then conclude that our prayers are not answered. But do we really know if what we desire as something that is truly good for us? Here is an ancient Chinese story that illustrates this point:

A man named Sei Weng owned a beautiful mare which was praised far and wide. One day this beautiful horse disappeared. The people of his village offered sympathy to Sei Weng for his great misfortune. Sei Weng said simply, “That’s the way it is.”

A few days later the lost mare returned, followed by a beautiful wild stallion. The village congratulated Sei Weng for his good fortune. He said, “That’s the way it is.”

Some time later, Sei Weng’s only son, while riding the stallion, fell off and broke his leg. The village people once again expressed their sympathy at Sei Weng’s misfortune. Sei Weng again said, “That’s the way it is.”

Soon thereafter, war broke out and all the young men of the village except Sei Weng’s lame son were drafted and were killed in battle. The village people were amazed as Sei Weng’s good luck. His son was the only young man left alive in the village. But Sei Weng kept his same attitude: despite all the turmoil, gains and losses, he gave the same reply, “That’s the way it is.”

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